Francine Conley

      Francine Heather Conley is a poet, performer, and director. She has written & directed four successful one-woman shows, including Cocu Couple (1991), Whole People (1995), Truth or Dare! (1998) all at Bravehearts theatre, The Purse Project (2000), for which she received Critic's Choice for "best of 2000", and most recently, Windows (2002), both at the Madison Art Center. She also directed Samuel Beckett's Endgame at Bravehearts theatre, for which she received Critic's Choice (1998) and is appearing in a Thèâtre de la Chandelle Verte production of Sartre's Huis Clos as Inès. She holds a PhD in French from the University of Wisconsin-Madison, where she also performed in and directed numerous French and Francophone University theatre productions. Her chapbook, How Dumb the Stars (2001, Parallel Press), can be ordered from parallelpress.library.wisc.edu/conley.html .

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Ivy

House of green shingles and a warped
window screen I once climbed through.

A single vine grew into a thousand
and clung to the stucco my mother swore

and tore at till time took her ladder steps apart.
Ivy drove the sun out; it made moisture hug

our house and seep in so deep I heard cracks
give birth to each other, my walls pulsing

veins in me. My mother stopped going outside
when her feet quit walking and her only hope

was to eat, watch TV and yell up at me shut
in my room to fetch her another plate of this

and that, and something else. Each vine
was another and, and, and until our house filled

up with demands for more to surround her plush
divan. She got so big she could not move.

Her small hands shook and sowed
the green shag carpet with tiny scraps—peels,

crust, candy and coupons clipped from magazines.
TV tray propped up and pillow tucked beneath

her swollen calves, her voice shook the house
shrill as kettles whistle. Soon the floor sagged

and the roof cleft in spots that let Ivy in, vines
eating what they would until there was nothing left,

except us. The night I woke to sliding like snakes
over my eyes I leapt out my window, knocking

down a row of tightly sealed jars filled
with every root and seed my mother kept

from her abandoned garden lot. The jars fell
ahead and shattered: shards flecked the earth

and shone. I held on to Ivy and slid down
the silver gutter pipe, vines tangling in my hair,

and when I landed, dried bits of seed, glass,
and root clung to my scared bare feet, too old

to plant, and I swore I would never, go, back
as if a seed could grow there, with no room to breathe.

© Francine Conley

 

Accusation Against the Soul

Abdulla said I think the world is soulless
as if uprooted by a storm
and the pause that followed made us look up
at the sun tilting its hat down and take in
the view of college kids walking by. Abdulla is
an immigrant; after years of living here he just bought
his first T.V. Like me, he doesn't know how
to watch it. He stays up late for reality
and dating shows in which acts of infidelity come easy
as death. Hidden cameras reveal all, apologize
for nothing, and the hosts, in voices deeply
invested in the idea of sincerity say they are really sorry
as someone weeps and yells at someone else who in turn
denies everything. Abdulla asks why do these people lie
and say they are not lying? This is why the world’s soul
is vanishing
, he insists, and after I suggest he turn the T.V. off
he jokes, but that would not solve the problem of souls.

We stop talking and listen to passing conversations filled
with like, and like, and I was like, so like. Somehow
the likeness between likes makes me think this
is where souls are, stuttering on the beginning of a simile
yet failing to compare. Abdulla mocks, Shall I compare thee,
like, to a Summer’s day? I say, listen, instead
of worrying you should shelve used books for work
like I do, from A to Z. Think of all the books filled
with the sole words of a writer’s hand and the fate
of falling behind warped shelves and then
forgotten, until the day a fussy hand told to clean up
the dust reaches back and finds a few books beat up,      lost souls,
like the night I was stuck sweeping behind the S’s
and Anne Sexton's Life in Letters fell
on my foot opened
             to one of her last in which she writes to her daughter
that life is hard and lonely       but she will never leave her
despite her leaving                                 She will always be there near, near,
nearly,              as if inside each comma she continues to search
and dangle,       Anne Sexton, unfinished,
and for a moment,                                 Anne says,
             a soul is a small light: it lights up nothing—
                          Look into the light with what I see—
she flies straight up and carries me

© Francine Conley